So..... I have come home from work, and I am still so very excited. Even before I received the positive home pregnancy test, the hubster was saying that he believed I was pregnant by faith. It is so nice to have someone in your life who is a godly man. We just finished our evening prayers, and all of these thoughts were in my head...
I confess I was getting discouraged on yesterday. The truth be told, that's the reason I did not even post on yesterday. I remember that on yesterday when I was on my way to work I was feeling heavy in my spirit. I remember telling God that I was feeling anxious, and I was starting to wonder if I would get pregnant. All sorts of things went through my mind on yesterday. Well, at the height of my prayer time with God, I felt him say to me that I needed to just trust Him even if I didn't "feel" like doing so. So I changed my prayer and stated thanking God for the miracle of life that I now know is inside of me...
Well, fast forward to today I am in a totally different place. Lord, I am so sorry that I doubted you. I should have known that you would do what seemed impossible for us. You have been so faithful to us all of our lives and all of our marriage. Lord, forgive me for wavering 'cuz truly I can see that what you have done is amazing. Lord, this is your doing and it is indeed wonderful in our eyes. I just pray that I can be the type of wife, mother, and friend you desire me to be. I love you, Lord.
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